Posts Tagged ‘bdsm

23
Feb
14

Read me.

Articles like this are hardly surprising results to any bdsm practitioners, if you asked us, it’s common knowledge.  But when articles like this come out, I get very nervous.  

See, these articles rarely touch on the the steps it takes to reach that point with a kinky partner.  They don’t talk about the safety measures that are taken, or how long it took to build up the trust  to reach that point.  And that’s what makes me nervous, that people will read it, go out and buy a flogger and proceed to try and achieve the same results only to find that not only is it not working, you’ve gone to far with your partner and now need to undo the damage you did while you were trying to get “high.”

04
Sep
12

Obedience

I’d never describe myself as naturally obedient.  Being subby comes naturally, to me, being obedient isn’t natural.  I’m a little ADD, and my hands are pretty much always playing with something.  In class, they’re drawing 3-d boxes, unless the rare occasion that I actually takes notes occurs.  My brain moves a million miles an hour, and I’m no good at making it stop.  I’m strong, witty, feisty and rather opinionated, and unfortunately for me, it’s really easy for that stuff to get in my way of submitting.

And maybe that’s why being subby is so rewarding for me, because in order for me to really fall into it, it’s an exercise in letting go.  It’s an exercise in trust and it balances me out a little lot.

 

 

26
Aug
12

good girl.

I was called a good girl today.

“Good girl” is like effing crack.  unffff.

It’s -almost- better than an orgasm

24
Aug
12

My vanilla friends must think I live such a boring life…

They ask how I am and right now I’m super happy pretty much all the time.  You see, I’m being made someones little whore on a regular basis and fucking loving it.  And they ask “why the fuck are you in such a good mood”  and my answer is “School is back in session, my rats are healthy and my mom is good.”  because the answer ” I’m being used for someone else pleasure, saying yes sir and generally being a good little whore” would just make them lift their eyebrows and ask if I had a fever.

23
Aug
12

so true…

23
Aug
12

I want this!

I want this!  nao!

17
Aug
12

So, I’ve been housesitting for my mom for the past ten days.  I’m cleaning off her bed of my stuff so I can fold laundry.  I start to clean off my sex toys, a broken ruler, and lube and have the sudden thought “Oh my.  I really need to wash her sheets before she uses these sheets again….”